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Good Heart to Lean on
More than I realized.Dad has helped me keep my balance.
When I was growing up, I was embarrassed(使不安)to be seen with my father.He was severely disabled and very 1 , and when we would walk together, his hand on my arm for 2 , people would stare.I would inwardly feel uncomfortable at the unwanted 3 .If he ever noticed or was bothered, he never 4 that he knew.
It was 5 to coordinate(协调)our steps-his hesitant, mine impatient-and because of that, we didn't 6 much as we went along.But as we started out, he always said.“You set the 7 .I will try to follow you.”
Our usual walk was to or from the subway, which was 8 he got to work.He went to work despite illness and nasty weather.He almost never missed a day, and would 9 it to the office even if others could not.A matter of 10 .
He never talked about himself as an object of pity, nor did he show any envy of the more fortunate or 11 .What he looked for 12 others was a “good heart”, and if he found one, the 13 was good enough for him.
Now that I am older, I believe that his idea is a proper 14 by which to judge people, even though I 15 don't know exactly what a “good heart” is. 16 I know the times I don't have one myself.
He has been gone many years now, but I think of him often.I wonder if he 17 I was unwilling to be seen with him during our 18 .Now that I am older, I'm sorry that I never told him how sorry I was for my feeling 19 to be with him in public and how unworthy I felt to be his daughter.I think of him when I complain about trifles(琐事), when I am envious of another's good fortune, and when I don't possess a “good heart”.
At such times I put my hand on his arm to 20 my balance, and say, “You set the pace.I will try to follow you.”
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